haiz..2dae go to temple n pray for my thur test..bt juz nw my mood was gd bt till my sis start to said abt failing my driving..realli cnt take it..they kp tnk i will fail bcoz i din wear veri nice to drving..kp on emphasis i fail bcoz i din wear nice..i realli cnt take it..at first still gt confident dis time wiill pass..bt then after they kp on repeating repeating..feel angry n fan tt they kp on rubbing..den i shout at my sis explain 2 her din fail bcoz my wearing..den i get realli irritated by her..den my mum kp on addin addin..den still said i din listen to her bcoz i stubborn..ya i stubborn..so wat..ya wait till i stubborn till don wanna to take test..realli veri upseting n angry..y..my mum still side my sis...e feeling realli veri bad..they said til like my fault wanna to fail n blame mi for being unreasonable to shout at them..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....frm young hope to leave dis family...she hated mi frm young..sumtime will wonder am i her child..ya i e msot stupid and ugly wan in e family..ya kp on side..veri hard to c u stand at my side n support mi..veri hurtful whnever u side them even they were wrong...y i muz take all dis????wonder whn i die they will sad ma...