erm...failed agn..feel nth..hahahahahah...my family didnt dare to said anything..haha..thur went bugis wif ting n wy..i brought a dress,long sleeve shirt wif vest..total spent $30..cheap cheap..hahaha..i hav to change cnt wait 4 him anymore..my life hav to go on...recently quite alot of young ppl commit suicide case bcoz of love stuff..y they wanna to end their life..they r still young n they hav quite high qualification..but y..will commit suicide..ya i noe its painful even i tnk of suicide bt i don hav e yong qi to commit suicide...mayb tnk of dying will killed off e painess they hav ba..haiz..so young..juz bcoz of love..haiz sad case..i start to tnk abt relationship..although sumtime will tnk of him n tnking am i still waiting for him...bt aft all dis i don tnk it worth 4 mi to die juz bcoz a guy or gal heart changed..juz endure e pain n wait for ya true one to cum..i tnk nw wont wait for him anymore..he alrdy changed..he don wan to stay contact wif mi as i noe he decided to find sumone better than mi..juz nw viewing sumthing n discovered sumthing..tnk he gt gf le...i sure cn find better ones..since he cn find one..i also cn..i assume he gt..so tt my heart n mind wont wait for him anymore..i sure cn find a better one..i rmb wat he told n promised mi..bt all dis r juz lies n craps..hope he cn treat his current gf better..bt haiz tnk staying single better..nw i don hav e confident to go into relatioship..n nwadae e world hav changed..ppl gttin more n more open..i feel fear..k abt it liao..hated myself everitme saw his pic or him will gt emo..

recently findin frienz 4 my daugther..she seem lonely..don wan her lonely like mi..pig pig, mama will find one sister 4 ya..sian i still gt alot of thing haven do yet..haiz..am i giving up liao???